What happens?
Nothing is personal, eternal pain that I disagree with the sky ...
Today I saw my another face, that of a cruel man.
It's been years that I have not felt that feeling, last time I so it when I was 16 years. Before me there was one person who did me wrong, I wanted to smash your face to this person, but several things do not grant me this right, I freaked out and my skin turned blue.
I confess that I am an aggressive, which would be a completely insane other, but I refuse to be a sadist who will inflict harm others, and I refuse categorically. When I was 18 years
I tried to understand me and see my dark side.
I think there was a positive impact of the film "Interview with a Vampire" because I could talk to my ego, it could strike a deal. All I wanted was not hurt, but only if people think I'm not an asshole ...
For years I refused to get in touch with people, because I am aware that we humans are trying to inflict harm to others.
Today I found myself before a person and the little voice said "take something and made it a hole, you'll be empty for years do you get pleasure in torturing a person"
I refused to listen to that voice, because I retained my consciousness ... The moral fiber
told me to do nothing, but she told me to cry, to exorcise my troubles, but do not go through.
I can not understand that dissent, I can not understand why I'm still missing the point, why I apply this notion of "peace"!
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